Juggalo Prayer

Now I Lay me down to sleep

I pray Shangri-La My soul to keep

But if I'm dead, before I wake

I pray to Ninjas

My axe to take

Pass it on

From clown to clown

And all have fun

From the underground

Swinging hatchets

Now world wide

Hatchets held high

Now that is juggalo pride

Our father of Shangri-La

Hallowed be they name

If the world turns over

Save me from the fiery rain

Keep me pure, keep me clean

As the lotus grows,

I ask ye for forgiveness.

Keep me from the crows

Family

                                                                     Family 

    Family... doesn't always mean blood, doesn't always mean how long you have known some one either, i know i have had friends for years who i consider family, but lets start first with family that is blood ties. sigh, i have family that stretches from Bay-city Texas to Dallas Texas, full blooded to half blooded , but still family, we never looked at it that way , we always say full blooded.  Just like we never said step in our family either. Because family is more then blood , or if you never get to speak to the person, its about being there for each other. even its just a phone call to them to make sure there still okay , about crying with them and about just being there. 

   Friends? what does that word even mean any more, when did family become more of friends then actual friends, when did people stop realizing that even being friends for so long didn't matter any more. I guess i have learned that in the past couple days and weeks that the only people that you can truly count on is family, i mean yeah we fight ,we talk loud but in the end we are always there for each other no matter what.  I don't have a whole a lot to talk about 

so i basically wanted to  show me on here to the few people who follow me at all thanks you guys.

  So its the start of a new year, 2013, never thought it would start the way it did, i got a call at ten minutes to midnight with my bf telling me he loves me, sweetest sound in the world. just sitting here listening to the rain pour down , enjoying another day off , i really love rainy days, they make me all lazy and  brings up the past . i started thinking back one year and then i end up going back two , then it turns into me thinking about when i was sixteen , how things were so easy but so hard in my eyes, how i could of made my life better but some of the choices i made stopped me from making better choices. It feels like now a days every time i get a head i fall back a couple of steps. well im logging off here. gotta start another  cold day.

2012

So things have really changed in the past two years , i now work , i pay bills , the things i thought were important then aren't really any more. I guess life is always changing, i still feel like I am  in a bubble that's about to pop every day. i know i make mistakes but some times you have to make a mistake to move forward. I know my mistakes are minor to some other peoples mistakes. We are all born sinners but we have to take the first steps forward to try not to be. for those who follow me on here, thank you , for those who pass me up well hope fully you find some one who can keep you entertained long enough to stay on there page. 

ty Evie :)

Wel-come to my World

Wel-come to my world, I live in Cleveland Texas not much happens here really. Im 18 , I have a brother, and Two sisters , my dad recently passed away six months ago. I have a hard time now a days living through it. I love my family and they mean everything to me , I wanna start writing on here mainly because i wanna put out there some funny stuff that i hope to make into a book one day.